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Thursday, 29 October 2009
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Searching
Current mood:
artistic 
SearchingCool wind blowing through the old oak trees
The clouds covering the moon with the greatest of ease
Searching for things that go bump in the night
Watching for visions that aren't in most peoples sight
I have a gift some say it's a curse
I've heard this from day one it sounds so well rehearsed
A coldness surronds me as I walk through the cold stones
So many bodies around yet I feel so alone
Memories of loved ones still dance in my head
I miss them so dearly lying in their earthly bed
What's this? A voice I hear
It said I miss you, I don't want to be here
I fall to ground like hard raindrops splatter in the dirt
The anguish of loosing a loved one causes so much hurt
I know I can't see them but I know they are around
Looking at me from their cold stones all soiled in the groundCurrently: Fallen
Monday, 28 September 2009
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Dark VI
Dark VI
Dark Smoke bellows from the dim corners of my mind
Wanting to leave all the drama far behind
Close my eyes take a deep breath
Slow down my heart beat as I become death
I should have known this would not have worked
The pain you caused us is beyond eternal hurt
I tried so hard and I thought it would succumb
All in the end leaving me oh so numb
A normal family is all I strived for
I opened up only for you to slam the door
We are so different and before I couldn’t contemplate
The hurt and torture you left me in such a state
I know now what I have to do
Lick my wounds and stay away from you.
Currently: Songs of Freedom
Friday, 25 September 2009
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Skeletons
Being held like a prisoner by my own chain of thought. The wispy wind blows in the rain through my window.
Dark clouds gloom over like hovering monsters with their loud growls of destruction.
Looking for a rainbow, but there isn’t one in sight. Taping on my window as the rain falls harder by the minute.
I sit here and ponder on things in my closet. There are many skeletons there. Sometimes they come out to remind of me of the darkness of my past.
They shadows of them hover above me, reminding me of things. I just want the dark clouds to float away.
Float away like the tides. Flow from me you beast! Shadows take your owner; find somewhere else to have your feast!
Currently: Follow the Leader -
I've got to roll
Sadness becomes one within us
Rolling with the punches is a must
Heartache is a game
With me it has no fame
You play along while you sing your song
If you can't treat me right, then fool move along
I can mirror you back
Make you feel like you’re coming off of crack
Wanting to heal
You’re going for the kill
Catching my breath for a moment not able to feel
Mistakes are a joke you play on yourself
Leaping before thinking one really needs help
I have my balance now
I’ve got the flow
Throwing you away
I got to roll.
- bird and the wormCurrently: Lies for the Liars
BlackRavenett
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- Name: Black Ravenett
- Birthday: 3/3/1970
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 4/21/2004
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Truth Seeker... Nail biter... ~;~ Fighting deamons... living with monsters ~;~ ~;~ Lady B ~;~ ~;~ ~;~ Life Takes you on a bumpy road, make sure you have great shocks! Jesus Rocks and so does my family.. Married for 17 years and have three wonderful children. I home school and I am addicted to coffee, and diet pepsi. I take photos in my spare time *when that is* My father in law who I love have parkensens disease, our family takes care of one another. My dad is sick and my mom may have melonoma uterien cancer, My sister is having many problems in her life... Lord Lift me up and show me the way and to help others. I love to write. I have fibromyalgia, so somtimes it sucks to type. I have a wild imagaintion so my writing may be a little psycotic. This is how I deal with everything. ~;~
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Getting the heart rythms up and pumping.. gotta have a pulse! Good to be back.. Hope to catch up with everyone.. Peace!
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